More about my youth
Already in the year 1972 I knew that the explanation of gravitation and
electromagnetism is parallel and completely connected. I also knew that rotating
mass has to be a feature of charge which must lead to an effect analogously to
the rotating electric charge. Therefore I expected gravitational oscillators and
exchange waves analogously to the electromagnetism. And I always started from
I often dreamt how the universe would oscillate - how it would be a general
vibrator. Though, I could not work better the interpretations of my spiritual
pictures. A mathematic concept arose from this. I tried to describe the universe
as an oscillator - simply without another cohesion. Prof. Lanius meant it was a
remarkable idea, but the present theories would describe the world best. As long
as one had no real problem with present theses, one had no reason to use a new
theory. His sentence is still valid today. Until today, no serious problem was
found which had the potency for destruction of present theories completely. This
way, I cannot start a revolution with my theory, since it isn't desired.
The varied professional jobs after my studies made it possible for me to
study very much and - naturally - to think about cohesions very much. In my head
a mountain of knowledge and associations was growing until I finally could study
the general relativity theory. Then the cents started to fall. From hypotheses
and a solid opinion a theory and its solutions were born.
Every scientific discovery I could fit in to my theories. It has an
explanation for everything. Why has my theory such potencies? It is the world's
theory! If it is right, then it provides connected explanations for everything.
In the past, I had been very pleased about my solutions since I thought one
would honor me for this work. The more I had to fight senselessly and the more I
noticed that me is seen as an idiot under all the idiots who send senseless
solutions to the professors, the positions got more and more hopeless.
No professor sees a reason for his behavior when somebody writes to him,
quantum theory and relativity theory would be interpreted mistaken. From this
would arise that Heisenberg's uncertainty relation would have been interpreted
wrongly, and so all the following models based on it would be wrong inclusively
Hawking's models. This consequence cannot be right.
Such a spell means the total revolution of modern physics. Thousands of
people write their nonsense to their professors on every day. My letters were
among them. They all found their way to the wastebasket. Even Prof. Linde,
U.S.A., who doubts at the present theories, didn't think about my work
seriously. He didn't answer. So all the professors cannot remain contact persons
for me any more. They cannot be mentioned. They already doubt at the first word
which I address to them. I don't need to speak some further words. Therefore I
hope that my ideas collect slowly with the readers, and sometimes young
students, new doctors and new professors will come and would already know my
ideas. Then they would help the knowledge for future.